that sounds awful. glad you opened up though. I feel like i'm in a similar situation... just feeling like I don't have enough. To be honest, I've never even had a decent paying job for longer than 3 months. I graduated college in 2009 thinking that because I've been getting A's and B's my whole life that I was somehow prepared for the world. A year and 5 jobs later, I was bagging groceries. Still do it today when I'm not turking. My depression comes from the fact that I always thought that the hard work I did in school would lead to me having an awesome career and lots of money, and now it feels like I'm so far behind even the people that dropped out of middle school.It started about 12 years ago due, I think, to two lost jobs and my home. But now it's fairly chronic ... it's "clinical," as opposed to "episodic," the latter which we all suffer from from time to time. I'm on three different anti-depressants. ... And I don't mind talking about in the open so that perhaps the discussion might help someone else. It doesn't help that I live in this town where there is noting. I need to move. But I think I'm fearful of that because of my age. And I pretty well subsist on social security and what little I make her. And I've never opened up like this to anyone before, so I think that's good.
There is no way the significant other of C to the J doesnt smoke. I refuse to believe that such a timeline exists
This was only one question. A weird question, but quick.
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@Kadauchi this formatting o-o? don't know if it's my end or something you're interested in.
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part of your problem is you're comparing yourself to others. You cant live like that. You're not behind people that dropped out of middle school. You're still you. You see the world around you and think why I dont I have that? Life is unfair like that. Why do other people get those jobs? I cant answer that. But, I do know that in order to be happy, you gotta start looking at the small victories instead of the big picture. And in due time even if takes you till you're 50. You'll reach that goal. it's not a sprint it's a marathonthat sounds awful. glad you opened up though. I feel like i'm in a similar situation... just feeling like I don't have enough. To be honest, I've never even had a decent paying job for longer than 3 months. I graduated college in 2009 thinking that because I've been getting A's and B's my whole life that I was somehow prepared for the world. A year and 5 jobs later, I was bagging groceries. Still do it today when I'm not turking. My depression comes from the fact that I always thought that the hard work I did in school would lead to me having an awesome career and lots of money, and now it feels like I'm so far behind even the people that dropped out of middle school.
I got a question for you... you can answer it here if you want or you could ask it to yourself... What would have to (realistically) happen in your life that would make everything perfect?
I am so sorry for your loss.Hello people. Sorry I've been gone. January has been... quite a month. I started back to college last week, I made my trip to Ohio like I normally do at new years, and (to bury the lead) last night my Dad died. He was 52. His liver gave out on him and... that was that. So, distractions are a good thing.
Can you SS what it looks like in the log?how generous[tr][td][/td][/tr]
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@Kadauchi this formatting o-o? don't know if it's my end or something you're interested in.
Are you still trying to do comedy? (I think that was you?)that sounds awful. glad you opened up though. I feel like i'm in a similar situation... just feeling like I don't have enough. To be honest, I've never even had a decent paying job for longer than 3 months. I graduated college in 2009 thinking that because I've been getting A's and B's my whole life that I was somehow prepared for the world. A year and 5 jobs later, I was bagging groceries. Still do it today when I'm not turking. My depression comes from the fact that I always thought that the hard work I did in school would lead to me having an awesome career and lots of money, and now it feels like I'm so far behind even the people that dropped out of middle school.
I got a question for you... you can answer it here if you want or you could ask it to yourself... What would have to (realistically) happen in your life that would make everything perfect?
i've tried so hard to adapt that method of thinking. An every time I'm able to mentally lift myself up it feels like I get knocked back down...part of your problem is you're comparing yourself to others. You cant live like that. You're not behind people that dropped out of middle school. You're still you. You see the world around you and think why I dont I have that? Life is unfair like that. Why do other people get those jobs? I cant answer that. But, I do know that in order to be happy, you gotta start looking at the small victories instead of the big picture. And in due time even if takes you till you're 50. You'll reach that goal. it's not a sprint it's a marathon
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yeah i know how that feels like, never thought i'd drop out of college but here i am, i get super depressed when i check up on how classmates are doing lolthat sounds awful. glad you opened up though. I feel like i'm in a similar situation... just feeling like I don't have enough. To be honest, I've never even had a decent paying job for longer than 3 months. I graduated college in 2009 thinking that because I've been getting A's and B's my whole life that I was somehow prepared for the world. A year and 5 jobs later, I was bagging groceries. Still do it today when I'm not turking. My depression comes from the fact that I always thought that the hard work I did in school would lead to me having an awesome career and lots of money, and now it feels like I'm so far behind even the people that dropped out of middle school.
I got a question for you... you can answer it here if you want or you could ask it to yourself... What would have to (realistically) happen in your life that would make everything perfect?
lol maybe I joke around too much on this forum... but I was being serious here.Are you still trying to do comedy? (I think that was you?)
there's no shame living at home. I live with 5 other people. Allows you to save for the future.i've tried so hard to adapt that method of thinking. An every time I'm able to mentally lift myself up it feels like I get knocked back down...
for example, I'm trying to FINALLY move out of my parents place again... the cheapest apartments I can find (that are in neighborhoods where I wont get robbed or shot) are 850-900 for a 1 bedroom and have the requirement that you need to make 3x the rent as your income. Even though I have decent credit and I'm frugal enough to be able to pay that much, they simply won't let me get my foot in the door because of that rule.
unless youre ( @Kathryn ) asking if I do comedy as a career... in which case the answer is I Wish lollol maybe I joke around too much on this forum... but I was being serious here.
lol you too?!?!yeah i know how that feels like, never thought i'd drop out of college but here i am, i get super depressed when i check up on how classmates are doing lol
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