I get that you're frustrated, but no one knows for sure what the answer is, so what you're getting is us brainstorming solutions. Sorry they're not working.
no, i'm not mad at anyone here
people have taken time to consider my problem
it may seem as though I'm lashing out at people here,
but I'm not. I've never been very good at handling other people, or being gracious.
I'm fully aware that people do not need to think of solutions for me,
and that I cannot rely on other people.
likewise, I'm fully aware that anyone that does take a moment to consider the problem is doing me a service
so please to not take what appears to be my bad attitude, as though it were a personal attack;
I have no reason to spite any of yous