So, I am about to be honest with you all. I really have hated Christmas this year. With a passion. I have four kids that haven't been able to get much this year because of our situation. (which was totally our own doing, I understand that...) Every month we have to basically beg people not to shut stuff off because the money just isn't there. I have been more dependent on MTurk than I would like to be. My wife works, but her entire paycheck has gone to bills and such. Also doesn't help that mine, my wife, and my one son all have a birthday within the same two weeks. I busted my ass last week to make $25 because I heard that the local jewelry store is having a sale on a great looking necklace. Not being one to bring everyone else's spirits down, I jumped on that. Now, it isn't much, but she is done. Then guess what, the next day I have no friggin money because I had to pay on something else and we had literally no money for gas. You know how your car has that little time frame where it even doesn't know how much fucking gas is left? Yeah, that's where it was when my wife had to drive home from work.
Now, we always try to give back to those that are in tougher spots than we are and always take a couple names off of the angel tree at the local mall. My wife is very thrifty and can usually get a decent amount for like $25 per kid. We refuse to stop this because we feel it's our duty because, no matter how bad things are, there are others worse off than us and we know it. Plus we can pull some of this money in by... you guessed it... doing market research studies at the mall!
So.. (Sorry for the long rant just to get to the point) my daughter comes home from church this morning (her grandmother took the kids, my wife was at work and I haven't been feeling it...) and hands us our Christmas cards. Our church members use the directory and everyone gets a card. So I tell her, with the sour attitude that I have had, that she can open them. I don't want to and could care less. I am sitting at my screen getting more and more pissed because I have made a grand total of .15 today when I hear "Daddy, what's this?" I said, it's a Christmas card obviously... She said, "No, there is something in it..." She hands it to me and inside is $100. I am floored at the fact that someone was willing to do this for me and not at a better time too. It's something like that to make me realize that there is some good in the world.....