I wouldn't wish that kind of hell on anyone. I hope you feel like less of a shell sooner than later.
On a related note, my local Walmart is probably going to get a lot of people sick.
Every single freezer and cold section went out due to a storm and no one knows for how long. So at some point the employees cleared it all, and when I was trying to get groceries that was about the time they were re-loading it all back into the coolers and freezers. I picked up a pack of hot dogs and they were not cold. I had to get all my cold groceries at a different Walmart. RIP to everyone who bought meat or anything cold/frozen.