1) I kind of feel like crap because the ex still hasn't spoken to me since everything went down. 10 days now. I know deep down I'll always love her.
2) how many of you in here have a degree?
3) how many of you do this full time?
4) what are your monthly mturk goals? money wise?
i am alive
1) Loving someone the rest of your life, even in absentia, is neither a problem nor a deficiency. As long as it doesn't prevent you from living. You have to choose to be a whole person, complete without a partner, to truly love and appreciate another... because you don't "need" them, you have the luxury to truly "choose" them every morning when you wake up. "I seek only to move forward."
2) it sounds like a lot of us do, from conversations I've read over the years. I finally finished mine only recently. I left Purdue for a girl who wanted me to take a job with Dow Chemical. Then she dumped me a year later because that job had me traveling too much and she was lonely... felt like a huge emotional blow at the time, but I was over it within a few months.
3) I don't do this full time... I fill my work day with it when I'm not on a location or doing my regular desk work... so I'm in and out a lot.
4) I aim for $100-150 a day 5 days a week, I normally don't turk Saturdays and Sundays.