Hey I've been there a few times too. My wife has really bad scar tissue from some cervical cancer removal, and it makes it hard for her to carry a baby to term. I'll let you know that while it hurts now, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You will always remember the baby, but (with us at least) it will turn from sadness and loss, to a beautiful memory about how precious and fragile life can be. It's a memory that teaches us to embrace every minute. I'm really sorry for your loss. If you ever need anything shoot me a pm, even if it's just a shoulder to cry on. Nothing but love for you man.