@PeachyRider you're going to be okay. A few months from now you will rejuvenate. It is a process. It takes time. It gets easier in the sense that you will know that you did all you could. Nothing more and nothing less. I'm not out of words. What's even more interesting is that I talk more here than I do in person. However, with the words I have posted, I would like for you to give them a once over. Their are no hidden messages, no shortcuts, no bullshit, all genuine. A little long, but it seems like a start of some sorts.
One thing that I tried: Carry a composition book/small notebook. In their write your thoughts/draw. Self-meditation! Hope you feel better. Remember, that whatever you're going through is only temporary. You will overcome this.