Turking full-time is only going to make this worse... This type of work completely disconnects us from our humanity, in spite of this super supportive online community at MTC.
If you can, take 1 hour a week and go volunteer at a food kitchen or homeless shelter. You'll connect with others, both those in need and those who are also trying to help others. You'll make a positive impact on others, feel better about your own situation, and connect with other positive people. Also,
@PeachyRider ladies love a man with a good heart.