I just edited my post really because it sounded judgmental, which I have no room to be. Seriously, hope you get it fixed, but was wondering if there just hasn't been the kind of work you wanted up, etc
TBH, I was thinking about motivation and I think a lot of it depends on how much you 'keep' and possibly age(i'm about to be 27). I think that a lot of the people we see on here with constant motivation and who always put in hard work are at least a few years younger than us, so they're more content with earning $200, 300, etc. IE, it's like nothing but 'wins' for them even when they aren't earning too much(as it would have been for me also at that age, or even last year)
Bit of a ramble, wondering if the key to staying motivated is to have lower goals versus higher, because then you feel like you're always winning?(dealing with motivation myself here, trying to increase it)
edit again : When I was paying zero money in rent, $400-600 per month was great and I had motivation. Then started to have to pay more in rent and my motivation dropped(and earnings). NOt saying any of this is logical BTW, but it seems that's how it works