Hey guys. It's a bit depressing to say, but I've been working my ass off and can still barely make money anymore. I work super hard a lot of the time, but for me, my speed, cognition...everything's declining. Even on good days I can only turk well for a 1/3 of the time I used to. I think I may have to seriously consider applying for SSI...and it sucks, but I need to accept that even if I need help I'm not worthless lol
I don't think I can talk that big game about starting my own business or crocheting plushies anymore. My hands hurt and shake so bad it takes hours to complete what used to take....minutes.